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Friday, November 13, 2009

this is my temporary home.

fried flaky chicken, wii, sims 3, trudging in the rain with a meterosexual female, painting nails, swooning over channing tatum (!!), sitting in a circle like alcoholics anonymous, sharing our love, watching tears flow, seeing love bloom in the last few moments that we can actually spend together.

i couldn't ask for a better closure for the past ten years of my life.

yamz: i dont think i can put what i feel in words here, because you've made up every part of my life and you've really been the best truly good friend to and for me. despite all the times i've teased you, made you blush, made you really sad with my sarcasm, you stuck with me throughout and you were my ultimate study buddy! i will never forget you and forget it, i am going to write you a letter. i want to give you a hug. :)

jous kittz: hello i should try to be more sensitive to the needs of the elderly (you). thank you so much for never failing to be beside me, whenever, wherever, you were always there. and when i felt like i had nobody to talk to, i would pick up my phone and start to text you because i knew you'd reply me and i knew you'd make me feel worth it. :) i love you so much, you know? i will write you a letter too because i have 31 more people to write about now HAHA.

eddie: er hi. HAHA kiddingz, i've known you for quite a while, havent i. you always make me laugh, you always make me appreciate life so much more than usual. i promise i will stand by youuu~~ whenever and wherever, i'll always be here for you, even to hear your stupid rants about rob(eyeroll)pattinson and your hair and whatever, i'll be the man. \o/ we don't discriminate. based. on. gendah. i love you, i will write to you, i will see you soon anyway sighhhh hehe kidding.

tika: we've gone through so much, and it's true, your letter made me cry you know HAHA. (argh i'm shy) you said, "i look at our pictures then and our pictures now, i look a little different, you look A LOT different, and i see how much our friendship has grown." thank you for being there whenever i needed you, always cheering me up with your lovely smile and your really weird massages HAHA. you have the best cold hands on earth, and i will write to you too. wo ai ni. ("you are short" in chinese)

laura: you dont know how much i appreciate you being there for me (especially that day after the amath paper), how much every hug and squeeze of reassurance meant to me because i rarely got to spend time with you. it was then that i realised how much we'd lose if we were to drift away, and i never ever want to lose touch of you. you're one of the nicest people i've ever known, and i know we will have so many more years together. i love you so very much. :)

abf: like i said, i never imagined myself getting this close to you. i even told myself, okay rachel (laotzu) is one of the popular kids i'll never ever be able to have a proper conversation with, nevermind three years only. but now, you've become such an enormous part in my life, i really dont know what i'd do without you, your smiles, your awesome photography skillz, your heart of love and your amazing laughter which was actually what i was laughing at during taboo just now. :) i am looking forward to photog sessions with you so much!! abfs alright! love you sooooo much.

wanning: YOU. are crazy. haahahahah you bring out the incoherent, nonsensical and ridiculous part in me (very small part) and i love how we got so close over the last three weeks of unofficial school, by naming our calculators (jacob and frank), switching our handwriting, the wonderfully disastrous day when apple died, and even the stupid stuff we did tonight, i love you very much you know! i know i've been saying this to everyone but it's true, and it's a different kind of love for you :) and always remember, i love you most!! :D

uyenie: my amazing lab partner (HAH I GOT THE SMARTEST PERSON IN CLASS AS MY PARTNER) who would never fail to whisper hints during SPA and always forget to turn off the tap!!! >:( haahah i love you uyen, because you're so special. you're so pure, so wonderfully perfect everytime you blush whenever i tease you about _ HAHA, everytime we walk down the hill together, i will never ever forget you and your cute accent :) i was never part of uyenx club but i wish i was :) (OKAY NOT REALLY I AM PROUD TO BE A YUENMINATOR!)

nina: how you would saunter into class with that default sulky look and being the person i've been sitting next to for the longest time, for every massage you've given, for every hug, for every time you held my hand, for every time you dragged me to the toilet just to look at your legs (HAHA), for every smile and flirty eye batting you shoot at me, i love you so  much and i will never forget you. trust me. and dont marry a guy just for his money!!!! >:(

yuen: i dont know you that well but you've never failed to be beside so many people when they really needed help and encouragement. i see how you will rush to their sides when they least expected it, but they most needed it. i see the beauty inside you, that's so caring and so gentle and so nurturing, that's really so rare. and i love you so much for that. YUENMINATORS FTW.

emme: every lit lesson, every toilet trip, every hug and every "i love you" really made each of my days in school so much more meaningful. you've always been so cheerful and loving and life without you would really be very different, and very loveless. :( i love you, litpartner, all your random stories and jokes, you make life so much happier for so many of us :) LIZME.

candice: hi spastic, you mean so much to me i dont know what to say! all the times you pissed me off during lessons because you kept talking when i wanted to listen to the teachers (yes i'm an angel i know thanks), really miss all of it now. da bomb massages, your lovely smile and such a bendy body hahah, i will miss you so much. anyway dinner tomorrow heeeeeeee. love you, and MLIG because of people like you :)

gwen: hi gwen, my older sister from penang, i cannot say how much i will miss you because you really made my days in class so amazing. from the weird scratch/dot things we do, our specific breathing, our random times we just burst out laughing and cannot stop at all, i will miss hanging out with you and giving you hugs. nevermind we still have time together and i hope you will never forget me (how to, anyway! HAHA KIDDING)

gloria: when i look at you, i see china. HAHAHAHA sorry. couldnt resist. you've made up much of my life, with your mood swings and black faces, but underneath it all, you're still the girl who's heart melts so easily and i want to thank you for sharing your life with me :) it meant alot that i've managed to touch at least one life--yours! :) i will never forget you, trust me. :)

grace: you're still the strongest, nicest, most caring girl i've ever met. i wish we had more time to spend together and thank you for always being the bridge between us and hehehe, you're always so encouraging and giving, and i know you are a woman of God because it just shines through you. i love you grace, i know how strong your heart is, and i promise i will never let your size fool me again HAHA.

diane: your insane ability to talk non-stop has always astounded me. i love how your chuckle is so smooth, your voice is so beautiful, you have the prettiest eyes on earth, and how you stay so humble above it all. it's been a short two years, but i feel like i've known you for a longer time than that. :) looking forward to the outing with you and mk!! :)

fam: thank you for tonight, for the past few months we've been getting to know each other better. i really appreciate you in my life because you're really one of the few i really can talk to about anything and everything. thank you for being you, because that's all that will ever matter to me :)

adeline: i know you'll never ever ever see this but this is what i wanted to share about you just now: you're the most underestimated person i've ever known :) people dont bother searching that deep in you, but i'm so glad i had the opportunities to talk to you a few times and got to know how much humour you have, under the desire to breed kancheong spiders, of course. the tablet thing, that really cracked me up, and i want you to know you have blessed my life just by making me laugh so hard that day :)

weewee: thank you for the line you whispered to me just now, i really appreciated it so much. i havent really had the opportunities to talk to you recently, but i really really hope we'll keep in touch. i know underneath all the muscle and childlikeness, you have a really good heart. :) and i will miss that the most about you. :)

woomy: okay i dont think you'll read this too, but from sec one to sec four, i've gained such a different opinion of you because now i know how good of a person you really are. :) i will never forget how you rush into class every single morning with your hair looking immaculate :) you made me realise how i should never ever judge people, so thank you so much for that.

chloe: you have so much hidden inside you, it's a wonder we managed to see some of it throughout the year. it's been awesome having you in the same class, especially last year when we sat together and i got you to draw your lovely sketches in my diary (i still keep them!). you're so humble, and i really really respect you for that :)

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i know i havent written about a few people, but i will keep adding on once i have more time. :) it has been a really amazing day, and because of you girls, and of course, because O levels are over,

MLIG.


Thursday, November 12, 2009

the nights i drink too much and spill my words.

if it werent for this morning and you and the special metal paperclip, my day would have been a disaster. biology sucked, scraped my leg on the stupid brick wall, burnt my hand with mashed potato sauce, spilled mashed potato sauce onto my keys, got rain into my mashed potato (okay actually they all sound quite stupid). but it was great great fun trying to look for your stupid house on the stupid hill and i wish we had more of those kind of moments. i know you won't be reading this since you have no keyboard or mouse (HAHA) but i dont ever want to forget today because it was really awesome painting your nails and listening to your wonderful laughter. i hope you cheer up once and for all, and please turn that frown upside down so i can spin you around town like a clown in a gown without a frown.

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always here. and because you're so worth it.


Monday, November 09, 2009

the smallest things can make all the difference.

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you would not believe your eyes,
if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep.

i will keep trying to be a better friend to the people around me, and i really hope i can bless them as much as they have blessed me :) and i've decided, once i've gotten my camera, i will wake up at 6 in the morning one day and go to the field to bottle the dew and marvel at the sunrise before the hugeass block of apartments are built up. anybody wants to join meeeeee? :)

there are so many things i'd love to do once we hit friday. and you know what, i'm not in any mood to post but one thing i know:

MLI(amazingly)G. :)

little things like a smile from someone, or even better, a hug, a message at six in the morning just for me, a cookie for no reason at all, sausage mcmuffin with egg after two weeks of craving, a silly movie with my favourite person on earth, and laughing so hard at a certain someone with people i hardly know, really really really made my day so worth getting up for in the morning.

don't you listen to them when they say you're just a fool.


Saturday, November 07, 2009

what do you say of taking chances?

i don't think you read this anymore, but thank you for always knowing what to say to make me feel better. and for putting aside your hilarious book just to reply my texts, for making me feel worth it.

i will miss you so, so much.

all my love,
faber
your queen bee thanks.


Thursday, November 05, 2009

you're just another picture to burn.

ahhhh there's so much to whine about and i'd be so glad to type it all out in a really long sentence with no punctuation at all but after contemplating for a whole day whether i should continue moping and trying to fight it away,

i gave up.

i have better things to do with my time and i think i'd be even gladder to type it all out in a really long sentence with no punctuation at all but after contemplating for a little while whether i should continue sitting here and wasting my time,

i decided to be a little frivolous and/or childish for a while and watch disney channel with f451 in front of me. after all, there is nothing magical in books at all because the magic is only in what books say, how they stitched the patches of the universe together into one garment for us.

alright i shouldn't be belching shakespeare like a fumbling snob or a second-hand litterateur. i musn't think that i can walk on water with my books. because if you stir the slime with your little finger, i'll drown!

okay goodbye loves,
disney awaits.



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